thoughts in my mind
i went to bed,lay down a while but still cant sleep. body feel tired, mentally saturated. but still cant sleep. wondering what is wrong with me. suddenly feel very happy, the next second angry… have been reading a lot lately. not books nor novels but blogs. a lot a lot…….close frens ones and strangers too…. makes me think that everyone has their own thoughts………so much in their little brain.some ppl feel so depressed,they expressed it tru their blog. tot of getting one just to released my anger whenever i want to…..wont hurt ppl’s feeling…….wont worry to feel sorry also =) life is complicated, if not it will be boring right….i also duno what i wanna write……just wanna do something. i cant read now, dun feel like doing anything. restless… sometimes i wonder, if i didnt do this what will i be doing? or if i die lastime,….would i b able to watch everyone up above and protect all my love ones =) nevertheless, i feel blessed to have a second chance in life and cherish everyday that i’m healthy and still be able to carve a smile in ppl’s heart..
