morningcloud

my first blog!!!!!! never tot my first post will be a negative one. so many things i wanna say.but my typing fingers are quite limited. haih………………..today 21 june is the third day after i know my uni results.suppose to be a happy one where i can go shop around for new stuf…..FOR UNI! after all i’m going uni weh…. but now…..wat am i suppose to do. well i know what am i suppose to do now. file appeal and get everything done.but why?why always i have to be in this kind of position. file appeal……….go here go there………call this department and that. and i still cant make decision. the place is so so far. the course is like………..at the moment i’m not proud of it at all!!! u know what? its sains gunaan (perikanan) in kustem!!!!!  majority don’t know about the name and course at all.all were like……what is kustem?fishery?? fishy fishy……….. but at least i’ve heard about it and i actually dreamt that i’ll be going to terengganu!!! so freaky right?i know………the place is ok kua……………but M*Ch~n area la…..cakap melayu fasih fasih(one of my fren said).

even if i decide to go maybe go see see look look first…………….but have so many f^*#ing things to do. medical report, all the documents(coz if i miss one pc of paper…………there’s no turning back………i’ll be far far away from my house) and my luggage.duno how to pack.i wish i can bring my whole hse there including my washing machine and my bed!i’ll miss everyone here…….. sob sob……….

today morning woke up n cry again………………duno i cry how many times liao. think of my mother and family. they all so depend on me.if i really go they must really be independant. got pro and con la. so how?think so much but still cant decide……………………………….

fish………….anyone??????

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